sugarfied

When you think u’re stuck in life, u feel like the whole world is against u except a group of friends or just a friend, and that is the person that u should have for the rest of ur life

i’m gonna blog it right here right now, since i abandoned my last blog already!

but the thing i dun understand is why is it so hard for ppl to actually listen.

why talk to others about me when i’m not there, but avoid the situation when i’m actually there?

and it’s not like i’ve ever lied to you about ANYTHING at all.

if i were to lie to you in the past, i would understand why u were doubting my reasons, 

but never once have i lied to you.

dun forget, when u were going through shit with your friends a few months ago, i was there like an idiot supporting you!

the whole group of yall talk bad about this one person, and guess what, it’s that one person that actually understood me.

so yup, i have nothing against her, she’s more of a friend than you are to me.

i dun even see you as one anymore, period!

funny how i thought among everyone, i was pretty close to you, but apparently not.

cos u made me feel like crap, and that’s not how friend’s suppose make each other feel.

cos when i wanted to quit, the reason that i stayed was because you told me not to quit.

but i’m DONE trying to explain myself, cos right now, it doesn’t feel like it’s worth my energy!

OH SHITTOS!!! WHAT AM I DOING??!! this is NOT me!!! i’m a happy person!!! i feel like i’m bipolar or something

not emoing, but this is the only place or let’s just say space, that i can actually express how i really feel!

i honestly don’t know what i’m doing with my life, PERIOD! #nuffsaid